Co-orperation

' Skuad, Masuk baris~ '

I like it when the commander asked us to lining up into roll..From there, you can hear the sound of the leather..feels like you all are in one team..Fighting for something..I love it..
Today, I wake up at around 5.30am in the morning. Really can't wait for today meeting with my committee member and members. As a School leader of St.John Ambulance, I gotta make sure that everything is okay.But when I woke up, take a look at my phone, its wrote '4 message received'..Wow~Who was that?Geraldine :'Principal said cannot use the school' . Me : What the hell is going on??!!!!' After taking bath, I just wait for my uncle to picked me and my sister to Sungai Apong bus stop. Well, as you know, since the day my aunt moved to her new house at Jalan Hup Kee, I gotta think of my transport problem. It would be the 'BIG' problem ever until the day I get my license. Can't wait to turn into 17 years old!!!
Riding a bus to school and having a breakfast with my sister..Waiting for my dad to come to the nearby kopitiam and eat with us..Walk from the Everise shop until Kuching High..Its really tiring..Whoo~I can hear the sound of my sweat drops from my ears. Go 7-11 and reload my phone credit..RM10..is for calling all the members for not to come. Remember people!!!Is RM10!!
After I reached the school, I prepared my reason for my committee member. Telling them that why I'm late. But when I reached the school, Hai Ee just standing at the Recycle Bin..Why is it only one person?Where are the rest? Want to give me some surprise? When I'm approaching Hai Ee, I : 'Where are the rest?Want to play hide and seek?'haha..' Hai Ee : 'No, they all are not coming, all come to school around 12.45pm..So, how am I going to conduct a meeting? Its really pissing me off! Hai Ee : 'Kia Teng told be that she will be here at around 12.45pm..She said that she don't want to come coz nothing to do in the morning, if got any thing want to tell her, tell her when she come..' I : 'What?!What does it mean""!!' Jeez~
Walking down to the canteen, no ones here. Only me, Hai Ee and my sister. *Music!! 'One Message Received' KaPing : 'Chia chia, might go school at around 12.45pm, same with Sharon."..After putting down the phone, taking off my watch, take one piece of tissue paper, I walked away to the toilet and tears drop.
During that time, I really don't know what to do. I messaged Geraldine and told her that I want to call her. Suddenly, 'Tap..Tap..Tap..'*shoes sounds. Owh, is Hai Ee. Combing my front fridge with her 5 little fingers, hand out with one pack of tissue. During that time, my vission is really blurr..When Geraldine called...

Our conversation :

Geraldine : Hello, chia?What happen?

Chia : Now only me and Hai Ee come to school, how am I going to conduct a meeting?!!Its really making me angry!!

Geraldine : Huh?where are the rest?!Why they din come? Kaping leh?

Chia : She messaged me just now, going to be at school at 12.45pm, same with Sharon.KiaTeng don't want to come, she tells Hai Ee that she don't want to come, just come in the afternoon, if got anything that want to tell her, just tell her when she reach school.

Geraldine : Ha?!How come? Aiyoo..

Chia : You guys always treat me like this!! I'm sick of you guys!!What am I? Nice to bully? Good, theh good. I don't want to care about you guys anymore!!So as St.John. When school reopen, I am going to tell teacher that I want to quit!!!I don't want to be the school leader anymore. Let you guys do it all!!I don't want to care you all..Ma de~

Geraldine : ....

Chia : Still remember the day I told you all that the leadership training camp was canceled? You know it right?Huh!!Only Sharon don't know that. Fuck!! When teacher ask her whether she knwo about the leadership training camp was canceled, she just said :' I think chia chia got inform me about this, but i just don't remember it. I think that she ever told me before. I DON"T KNOW'..What is she thinking about when I'm informing her that the camp was canceled? *** huh?? Why don't she just go and get married with him? Just go and played with him!! And about the training course, don't think I can do it. We haven't let the form2 members to fill in the surat kebenaran. so how?!!They don't even know that the course will be held on 26-28th of August.

Geraldine : Why like that??Oh my Gosh. This is not so good. Oh my, Chia..if like that, we changed the time bah..We changed it to September. okay? I can go HQ and tell the officer that we are not going to use the room.

Chia : Up to you. I don't want to care about it anymore.

Geraldine : Chia..Don't like that, Really sorry coz I can't go. My whole family are sick.

Chia : I know.

Geraldine : I really sorry about that. Don't cried. okay?Just calm down.

Chia : Tell me how to calm down? Chia Ee busy with Tennis, Hanli? I don't know. Teck Yuh?Huh!!Feels like want to slap his FUCKTARD face to make him awake!!Sleepy face!! Kia Teng and Kaping? I don't care, I very angry with them!! Simon? Piano!! Helen? Don't care, I don't know her! 11 committees become 2..Two thumbs up for you guys..

Geraldine : So the course how? Cancel?

Chia : What to do? All of you just ' Don't care..Don't care like that'..I don't want to care about you le..C****!!

Geraldine : ...

Chia : Ok le..Don't want to talk so much.. I want to letak jawatan..

Geraldine : ..But better don't, kay? Umm, kays, but if got problem, must tell me kay?

Chia : ...Bye

Geraldine : Bye..

'Tut..Tut..Tut..' I just press the red button.

Eric came down from the green stairs, I talked so much with him.

Conclusion : No leadership.

Girls and Boys..I need your co-orperation. I need your help..Want me to be stright. I can but I can't..Got what I mean? Please understands. After calling all the member, me and Hai Ee's handphone credit left RM0.60+..hmm~Damn..

Lost without you by Robin Thicke

Robin Thicke

This guy is so handsome and sexy, named Robin Thicke.

I started to feel in love with this guy since I listened to one of his song called Lost Without you. This song is wrote by his ownself. This song was dedicated to the 1st woman ever in his life, his lovely wife. Isn't that sweet? Too bad, I'm not the one..Haha..Just joking. Here is the lyrics.

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to here it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight

Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
oooohhh aww yeah baby
ooooh yeah
oh baby
oh darlin
all right right

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby.

Go!!Try to go n listen to the song!!
He is the one who make me feel like 'ARGH!!'
DAMN SEXY

Bob ONG!!Happy BirthDay

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Bob ONG

Happy Birthday.
On the 22nd of July, 1993..There was a girl been delivered into this world named Adeline Ong..Today, we got to celebrate her birthday two days earlier than her real birthday cause she got tuition on Wednesday. But no matter how, She just so happy with her super sweet 16's Birthday celebration.Whoo~

*Personal Detail
+Named Adeline Ong a.k.a Bob ONG..
+16years old
+Crazy n fun!!
+Got the same skin colour like mine..Well~she is an athlete..
+Her height is about 155cm but she always denied it..Aiyo~short mah short lo..
+Loves tee and short..
+HATE Skirt~
+Hate studies but still!!She has the good result!!straight A's boh..
+Love chocolate cakes
and many more..

We go celebrate her birthday at Pizza Hut, what can I said is this is one of her favorite place. She loves to eat, always try new places to eat but she also did worked out a lots and that is why her body very F.I.T.muahahahaha..We just order anything that we liked, don't even think about the prices. Wanna know the total?hmm~wait until we finished eating. Oh ya!I forgot to tell you all that while we are eating, there are lots of Egypt people came here and eat. Jeez~All the boys very handsome. Haha. Then, when I keep on taking down Christie Pek's picture, she keep on yelling at me and!!haha..we kena complaint. We very noisy. But is it?I don't know.

Don't scratch your head while eating

Those Egypt people came here is for the coming Thursday Karate competition. Whoo~nice!!I feel like wanna watch the game. But too bad, I can't. They still ask us where they can buy souvenir, the only place is Main Bazaar. Place where got sell the Siti Wajip's kek lapis. Haha..Yih Jing's favorite.Still ask us that where are the Shopping centre. And, 'Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman'..We don't even know what is the name of the road. We just go and have a look on everyway.

After they left the Pizza restaurant, and Woot!!The bills!!Guess how much people?Is rm81.50!!Is quite okay actually. Not that I'm trying to say that I'm rich but the fact is, it wasn't that expensive. Then, we went to TunJugah. Go minum petang~Our stomach almost meletup dah. Haha.

Come!Come!Take Picture

We used the 'Self-timer on'..Haha, while taking down the photo, Bob ONG's handphone felt down. Haha. Just totally ruined the situation nia!!apalah~

1..
2..
3..
OooPpzz~

Okk, one more time.
1..
2..
3..

Yeah!!Finally~haha..Once again.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Our new comer from Batu Lintang school..

When I'm having fun with my friends at class 4S1, there was a girl running into the class..don't know why that girl just attract my attention. She is just a ordinary girl with a short hair, 2 butterflies hair clip at the side of her hair and umm..Owh~A Batu Lintang school badge is on her left chest. Then, there is one question appear in my mind : 'Who the hell is she?'..
When the bell rang, I just ran back to my own class. *I hate my class..What a piece of shit. Then, I can feel that something has happen. Kristina's seat just move back and another table is in front of her. Hmm~what does it mean? Then, that girl just came in. The girl that I had mentioned just now. First impression :She very kepo and talkative. I don't like it. Well~I do know that we all quirkie in our own way, but for me, she is way different. Her name is Tan Jing Ying I guess..As you all know, I'm not interested with her, I don't even bother to ask other people about her name.
Not that I tried to be mean or something, but sorry lah babe. Aku tak suke~
Hey friends, if you were just transfered to the other school on the first day, you should be quite, wait until a few weeks baru berkenalan dengan orang, nanya pasal friendster? Just wait lah..don' have to be rush. Right?But this girl is way too different..She go and makes some new friends just in one day..Not because of I feel jealous..But really bah..Wanna let everyone know that you are very friendly ke? Go around and ask for people's email-address. Wow!!That would be too over! Go ask teacher about some spare question. Let me give you some example: Teacher, where is your house?Your face looked familiar, have we met before? I was like what the hell?Jeez~
She tried to smile with me for the whole day, but I didn't smile back. I don't care. If someone's first impression is bad, sorry~it would be very hard for me to accept you.
Lim yee asked her that why is she transfered school. She says that she kena buli. If someone will kena buli, then there must be something wrong with that person. Well~I think that maybe her behavior is one of the reason. Menyampah+Penyibuk.
So, better watch out her mouth. I tell my dad about this girl, but my dad just give me back an asnwer. He says that why don't I just accept her, maybe she needs friends or something. Just accept her as a friend, still saying me that ‘多一个朋友少一个敌人不是很好吗？’..Don't care~

Where is my friends?

'Whoo~Ei,my best friends is..YOU!!'..But sure she or he is the one?
Since Bibiana's birthday, I don't even go out..Well~I still going out but only go for school's activities.No more movie, No more hang out with friends, No more taking photos at the roadsides, No more hang out at Spring shopping mall, No more 'Ayam' nick name, No more steamboat. All the photos that have been stored in my phone just a past. The date of our photos that been taken down stop at 20th of March. I really miss it a lots..Now?I just sitting in front of the computer, updating my blog. This is insane.
During the 2009 sport days, I mostly spent my time with my form two friends, duty, my one and only sister and my st.John friends. Wanna know why I don't even mentioned about them?Well~I really don't know where they have been. They might be around the shopping mall or the KTV.
When I sit on the bench at the Jublee ground there, just face to the blue sky. Suddenly, my brain pops out a song that we used to sing together. '对你爱。。爱。。爱。。不爱~'. Still remember the song? When we will sing it again? Next year?After we finish form five or.. We are not going to sing it again?
Am I the one who changed alot? If yes, please tell me coz I need to know. It is necessary for me to know. Really. Then, a voice which I will always remember until the end of my life came out; Aaron's voice. See he playing with his scout's friends. I really hope that I were them. But the facts is I'm not. Then, he come closer to me. I was like very happy, now then I know that he is very important. But, I just don't want to show him that I miss him alots. Really awkward if I do that. Want me to hug him?sure he will pinch me until my hand is red in colour but you know what?It is better than he don't want to peduli me. '圣母玛丽雅'~
When is the end of Hari Sukan, all just bersurai~Only me and my sis wait at the roadside, waiting for aunt to pick us up. Then, Aaron and his bro come and approached us. I really wanna tell him that how much I miss him. But,he just don't want to give me a chance to tell him. So, I just turn my head up to the sky. Tahan~In case of tears drop.
Can't they just try to understand me? Why am I spending more time on the activities kokurikulum. I do this cause I know that my studies are going to be suck. At least that could be the only way to show that I'm active. I tried to balance it but I can't. Really tired you know? Well~She has a boyfriend to spent time with. Another she has Japan language tuition to go. He has ITS to go on every Saturday while I'm not. I dont have all those thing. So, just tried to understand that how important all those activities for me. I need it.

Sport days and St.John.

Wake up around 4am and its really making me feel tired.Go and grab my St.John Uniform and iron it. A cup of hot milo been prepared by me on the coffee table;Sit on the sofa, waiting for Jin Ping to pick me up at 5.30am. Oh ya~today is our school's sport days. It takes eight minutes like that to reach padang Jublee and it were so dark during that time. I feel great.
After came out from the car, Silent~nobody is here. *Sorry..I loss my handphone cable, that's why I can't upload photos for you all to see..When I go in, my friends were here. Busy tying each other hair to get ready for the foot drill competition. I really hope that we can WIN this!!And here we go, the ceremony started. *Really nervous. Then, after the scout band played the music, the Bulan Sabit Merah march first, then~Is our TURN. During the foot drill competition, we having a problem when we pandang depan. Susah mau dengar suara si Fiona tu~disebabkan muzik pancaragam dan suara murid-murid, we can't hear anything. So, when Bear Bear turned her head, I just followed. *Same as those people at the back there.
Then, we wait for the guest to merasmikan upacara and penyampaian ikrar dari para atlet. After a few minutes, the result comes out. It were announced by Pn.Sutinah. It sound like this, tempat ketiga jatuh kepada Pasukan bomba, tempat kedua jatuh kepada Persatuan St.John Ambulance dan bagi tempat yang pertama pula jatuh kepada Persatuan bulan Sabit Merah. I was like shocked. Really speechless and disappointed. Kesian ni~
Finally, the ceremony just ended like this. Boring~
But still, we take photo as kenangan. Really upset, honestly.

Dengarkanlah ceritaku.

Ku lihat dia,
Pandangan pertama,

Ternyata,
Indah,
Senyuman,
Liriknya.

Ku ingin dia,
Saat pertama,

Bejumpa,
Dengannya,
Membuat,
Aku gelisah.

Waktuku berlalu,
Hari demi hari,
Hatiku dambakannya,
Untuk bercinta lagi.

Hatiku dambakannya,
Untuk,
Bercinta lagi.

It is a song actually, it called 'Ternyata' by Estrella. It is one of the Indie Band from Malaysia.

Please~DO support the Indie Band from Malaysia..Your country..

Umm..May I know ask question?Is Chinese can't listen to Malay Song?Especially our local band's song..Sure many of you will answering my question with 'YES'.Apelah korang ni..
I've been listen to many kind of song such as Pop, Rock, R n B, Classic and many more..but sorry..I seldom listen to Chinese song..So I really don't know what kind of Chinese music they have or sing..
But please~Do support some band like Estrella..You all gotta listen to 'Ternyata by Estrella'..'Stay by Estrella'..and a band called 'Hujan'..This band id truly amazing..Seriously!And for the solo part..Yuna's music is damn good!Even though she is a Malay, but her music is really amazing..
Okay..Wait!I know it sound weird for a person like me will listening to Malay song..especially the local band..But really good bah..

Your Day..

My Dad
Giving this blog space entirely to the number 1 man in my life, Ah Xiong..

The endearing term, Ah Xiong, is strongly rooted in Pusa, Debak, Betong;Where he is from. Strong, Hardworking yet mempunyai kesabaran, this man is made of quality..He has 11siblings and is the 4th child. Because of too many brothers and sisters in their family..As the 4th child..He has to sacrified his teenager adolescent years by walking from hilir until hulu of the kampong by promoting whats new in the theater..He is delivered nothing but kindness and discipline in raising his three kids;Which is me..Abang Long and my sister.
Ah Xiong followed suit in this persuit of raising his three kids. We were thought not to drink alcohol, smoke and even lepak with naughty type until now (I'm 16 this year) and know lots of thing about how to connect with other peoples..Every Sunday morning, we were ask to jog from Tabuan Foochow until Kenyalang's market because he wants us to live in a healthy life even though he feel tired after working at the seafood restaurant from 5pm until 12am like that..
School days, this man would perfect our linguistics. He always want us to learn more English, Chinese,Bahasa Malaysia, Bahasa Sarawak and yet my mom side language,Bahasa Iban. Through him, I mastered all those language except Bahasa Iban because we seldom talk with this language and I used to communicate with my Iban's friends with English. Its really hard. I represented Sarawak go for St.John Ambulance competition at Johor and go for public speaking competition and many more.

He is made of Gold.

Sometimes, I really appreciate all the things he have done to us. The love that he gave us, don't think other can have it. I really love you!!Hobinya adalah menyanyi..Taklah menyanyi sampai tahap untuk pergi Hollywood for Ameican Idol..But he has the pass from his three kids, which is us!!We love the way he sing for us..Really can mendodoi us until Tidur~haha.
He even let me use my name to shake things up. All my friends use to call me 'Elephant 'or 'Sexy chia~'..He never expect anything for my kedudukan (Mean my results). All he wants from us is we must be his good child ever!!All of us must wake up around 6am..Kan orang dah cakap?'Bangun pagi~Gosok gigi~'..haha.
But today, I'm not Elephant or Sexy chia.

I'm Chia Chia.
I'm Lim Chia Chia.
My surname is Lim~Remember..

I'm proud.

Holy Crap!!!Add math!!

Tuesday~I hate this day so much!!Coz we got 2 period of additional math..Gosh!!!Hate it!!!
During this whole morning..I'm like using about one an hour of time to think about why is it Bibiana and Yih jing..Floris can scored very well in the exam..Hmm~Why is it like that??I just can't get it..Maybe I always spent more time in front of the computer than doing exercise for all the time..Or maybe I'm not enough concentrate on my studies..Keep on bla-ing in class..Holy crap!!Then..As usual,Take a bath..put on my school uniform..wear tie n tag (I'm a Prefect!!XD)..then,waiting for school bus to pick me up..
When reach the school, i just put down my bag n went up stair..go see Sally'em..hehe..she is Cute!!Love her!!Then I just talk with her about exam thing..about our result n so on..Wow~She got 29 for add math..She is a genius of coz!!N our new comer from Gapor school, Tan Hai Yee..P.S I don't know how to spell your name..Pai sei..haha..She got 7 marks for her add math..Wow~a genius like her can get 7 marks..then, what about me?1 mark?2 or 3?or maybe 0??OMG!!!I don't wanna be like this..Then, the 'Good Morning' teacher came out, Miss wong..Haha..what a nice new hair..haha..4 thumbs up for you, including my toe..haha..After that, we go 2 the hall and having an assembly..English month..Hmm~I love English, my favourite subject..After our principal giving a speech..n here we go!!The English month ceremony starts!!N our Kuching high Sweetheart, Russell n his partner come and performing some dance..quite adorable and sweet..But too bad, he terjatuh..Luckily he still can do it well..Well, sure all of you can see it..the stage is too small to dance..isn't it??
Then...SKIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP...................Till after recess time, Add math lesson..When pn.Wong came inside..the class was just like ....So quite..everybody is kinda scare..When she give out the test paper..my name is the first..Gosh!!5 marks??I was like shocked!!I never scored such a low mark like this..I jus can't face the truth!!!After that, I just quite for the whole day..During the last period, many people keep on asking me how is my result..HEY!!Is it necessary for you to ask??then, I just cried..I really can't accept it..Feel like wanna die n after that, sure nobody will ask me..
During the whole way from my class to my school bus there..I just quite like that, I don't even dare to face Pao..I'm shame of it..She is way too good from me..Don't think she is suitable to be my friend..Same as Jing..Elton them..They all smart..I'm stupid..Haih~sorry guys..If I suddenly don't talk with you guys..Please do understand me..kay?
When I'm in the school bus..I just quite like that..I just tell Audrey about my result..Only she will understand me..Then, that Nickleson keep on talking with me..same as Ah Loong..but sorry guys..I'm don't have mood for this..When I reach my home..They just keep on saying 'Bye~' to me..but I just dont dare to face'em..
My parents are home..Miss them..I wish that when I get my add math paper back..They will like hug me..I need them..they will keep on supporting me no matter how my result look like...I love you mom and dad..*Tears drop..After lunch n bathing..I just lying on the bed n sleep till now..I wanna forget it..But I can't..

Chemistry??I wish I could drop down 'U'..n Yay!!!our envinronment project masuk finalist!!!

C.H.E.M.I.S.T.R.Y~

Chemistry~I haven't finish learning..Damn it!!2day..In the school bus..Aunt just bring me..Adam and a lil'girl frm 'Yi Xiao'..feel so alone..I never been in this kind of situation before..I mean in the school bus..I miss Wan Er them..haih~
When come into the class..I just like alone..Where is all my friends hah??
1. Go into the class
2. Put down my bag
3. See people walking up and there
4. Take out my Chemistry'uck book
5. Do revision on my own..(Wish that I could die there)
Time does fly very fast..The class getting crowd..and my one and only Pao come lerh..haha..Well~as you know..Our Elephant club..don't n know why all of us just like 'cold~cold' like that..I wonder why is it will become like this..Now,our gang just left me n Pao..just wherever we go..now just left me n Pao..
During Chemistry'uck exam...I really don't know how to answer some of the question..I hate it so much..before exam..teacher just give us what will test in the exam..not teaching us 8 all..but just giving us tips..It may become a bad habits if keep on giving us tips..we can't learn to be more independent..Minute n minute~just pass like that..Finally,we hang in our test paper..Will F.A.I.L mahoh??
After that..we go 2 the Physic lab..got meeting up there (only me n Pao)..well~dah biasa..then my lovely Amanda..Adeline n Zhu Zhen come lerh..Hmm~
Then..the most hiao teacher comes out..Mr.XXX..haha..Well~Good news!!!Our project masuk finalist!!!!!!Hoo-ray!!!haha...you know why??coz only got 3 school go for this competition..haha..sia soi sia..nevermind!!!At least can masuk finalist..haha..After meeting..we go makan..1st time with adeline..amanda n Sy lee..haha..Quite fun dii..new friends!!!

We need to forget all the past..Let's bring the new life!!!and new friends..Goodbye Elephant club~And Haloo to my new life..Just bring the beatback!!!Wanna become more S.E.X.Y~haha..jkjk!!!

Why??Why u have to do like this?

Hmm~Why u have to do like this??
U had rampas all my belongings..especially the one I madly in love with..N all my lovely friends..
Now..many of you just left me alone..
While duty at the back gate..Canteen..Office..I never concentrate on my work..I just keep on thinking of all of you..can't wait to go back to the class there and share all my feeling..
When I am on my way to the class..I will just smile alone at outside there by seeing you people laugh..
But when I come and get close to you guys..Non of you look at me..noticing me..what you people do is just playing..laughing..eating with her only..Guyz~You know how I feel or not??I'm feeling hurt you know??So hurt..I wish someone can talk with me during that time..
When lesson is still on..you people will just talk together without calling me..When I come and get close with you guyz..U people will just....quite like that..Why??Is it something that you don't want to tell me??
Or secret that you people cant tell??If yes~please tell me..
Sometimes..when you people play with her..you seems like very enjoy like that..But,have you ever noticed that I'm right behind you all???sitting alone..laugh alone by seeing you people laugh at there..
Feel so alone..even though sometimes I sot sot like that..But actually..I'm feeling sad..
Girl..can you return back all my friends to me??I need them..I never hate you..just that..

Celaka!!!!why him????Fcuk!!

He is kinda ruined my Sunday morning!!!!!!!Not kinda but he IS!!
I really don't know that he is over night at my house...Celaka arrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What am I suppose to do????(I wish that I can died here)...
Oh My GOD!!!!!what should I do..Kinda regret cause at 1st..I kinda keep on sms wit him..now kinda regret kii...Shit!!!!!Fuck lo...
Oh my GOD!!!!!Now my heart kinda pump very fast..kinda feeling anxious..I should go up stair..
Gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!why hoh?????why hoh?????Oh habis lo....
Now really don't mahu cakap apa..just die liao lah..
But I'm still wearing a BIGGEST SMILE~so fake lo..
Haiyo..sii be pai sei..
Now,my mouth just keep on saying this 'Oh my GOD!!!!' word..
Fuck!!Fuck!!Fuck!!Fuck!!Gosh!!Celaka~

Here I am..Once again!!

Hey~Hey~Hey~Is me again!!haha..
Ok..for this one..I'm gonna write it short..just a few sentences only..
Previously,sure some of you know that I had a blog before..ok..just forget about previous blog..
This is the new one..kinda wanna forget all the past..
This is 2009!!!A new year..
So frenz..this is the new blog..


"Rightmewrong.blogspot.com"

Go n read it!!!haha..