Where is my friends?

'Whoo~Ei,my best friends is..YOU!!'..But sure she or he is the one?
Since Bibiana's birthday, I don't even go out..Well~I still going out but only go for school's activities.No more movie, No more hang out with friends, No more taking photos at the roadsides, No more hang out at Spring shopping mall, No more 'Ayam' nick name, No more steamboat. All the photos that have been stored in my phone just a past. The date of our photos that been taken down stop at 20th of March. I really miss it a lots..Now?I just sitting in front of the computer, updating my blog. This is insane.
During the 2009 sport days, I mostly spent my time with my form two friends, duty, my one and only sister and my st.John friends. Wanna know why I don't even mentioned about them?Well~I really don't know where they have been. They might be around the shopping mall or the KTV.
When I sit on the bench at the Jublee ground there, just face to the blue sky. Suddenly, my brain pops out a song that we used to sing together. '对你爱。。爱。。爱。。不爱~'. Still remember the song? When we will sing it again? Next year?After we finish form five or.. We are not going to sing it again?
Am I the one who changed alot? If yes, please tell me coz I need to know. It is necessary for me to know. Really. Then, a voice which I will always remember until the end of my life came out; Aaron's voice. See he playing with his scout's friends. I really hope that I were them. But the facts is I'm not. Then, he come closer to me. I was like very happy, now then I know that he is very important. But, I just don't want to show him that I miss him alots. Really awkward if I do that. Want me to hug him?sure he will pinch me until my hand is red in colour but you know what?It is better than he don't want to peduli me. '圣母玛丽雅'~
When is the end of Hari Sukan, all just bersurai~Only me and my sis wait at the roadside, waiting for aunt to pick us up. Then, Aaron and his bro come and approached us. I really wanna tell him that how much I miss him. But,he just don't want to give me a chance to tell him. So, I just turn my head up to the sky. Tahan~In case of tears drop.
Can't they just try to understand me? Why am I spending more time on the activities kokurikulum. I do this cause I know that my studies are going to be suck. At least that could be the only way to show that I'm active. I tried to balance it but I can't. Really tired you know? Well~She has a boyfriend to spent time with. Another she has Japan language tuition to go. He has ITS to go on every Saturday while I'm not. I dont have all those thing. So, just tried to understand that how important all those activities for me. I need it.

Sport days and St.John.

Wake up around 4am and its really making me feel tired.Go and grab my St.John Uniform and iron it. A cup of hot milo been prepared by me on the coffee table;Sit on the sofa, waiting for Jin Ping to pick me up at 5.30am. Oh ya~today is our school's sport days. It takes eight minutes like that to reach padang Jublee and it were so dark during that time. I feel great.
After came out from the car, Silent~nobody is here. *Sorry..I loss my handphone cable, that's why I can't upload photos for you all to see..When I go in, my friends were here. Busy tying each other hair to get ready for the foot drill competition. I really hope that we can WIN this!!And here we go, the ceremony started. *Really nervous. Then, after the scout band played the music, the Bulan Sabit Merah march first, then~Is our TURN. During the foot drill competition, we having a problem when we pandang depan. Susah mau dengar suara si Fiona tu~disebabkan muzik pancaragam dan suara murid-murid, we can't hear anything. So, when Bear Bear turned her head, I just followed. *Same as those people at the back there.
Then, we wait for the guest to merasmikan upacara and penyampaian ikrar dari para atlet. After a few minutes, the result comes out. It were announced by Pn.Sutinah. It sound like this, tempat ketiga jatuh kepada Pasukan bomba, tempat kedua jatuh kepada Persatuan St.John Ambulance dan bagi tempat yang pertama pula jatuh kepada Persatuan bulan Sabit Merah. I was like shocked. Really speechless and disappointed. Kesian ni~
Finally, the ceremony just ended like this. Boring~
But still, we take photo as kenangan. Really upset, honestly.

Dengarkanlah ceritaku.

Ku lihat dia,
Pandangan pertama,

Ternyata,
Indah,
Senyuman,
Liriknya.

Ku ingin dia,
Saat pertama,

Bejumpa,
Dengannya,
Membuat,
Aku gelisah.

Waktuku berlalu,
Hari demi hari,
Hatiku dambakannya,
Untuk bercinta lagi.

Hatiku dambakannya,
Untuk,
Bercinta lagi.

It is a song actually, it called 'Ternyata' by Estrella. It is one of the Indie Band from Malaysia.

Please~DO support the Indie Band from Malaysia..Your country..

Umm..May I know ask question?Is Chinese can't listen to Malay Song?Especially our local band's song..Sure many of you will answering my question with 'YES'.Apelah korang ni..
I've been listen to many kind of song such as Pop, Rock, R n B, Classic and many more..but sorry..I seldom listen to Chinese song..So I really don't know what kind of Chinese music they have or sing..
But please~Do support some band like Estrella..You all gotta listen to 'Ternyata by Estrella'..'Stay by Estrella'..and a band called 'Hujan'..This band id truly amazing..Seriously!And for the solo part..Yuna's music is damn good!Even though she is a Malay, but her music is really amazing..
Okay..Wait!I know it sound weird for a person like me will listening to Malay song..especially the local band..But really good bah..

Your Day..

My Dad
Giving this blog space entirely to the number 1 man in my life, Ah Xiong..

The endearing term, Ah Xiong, is strongly rooted in Pusa, Debak, Betong;Where he is from. Strong, Hardworking yet mempunyai kesabaran, this man is made of quality..He has 11siblings and is the 4th child. Because of too many brothers and sisters in their family..As the 4th child..He has to sacrified his teenager adolescent years by walking from hilir until hulu of the kampong by promoting whats new in the theater..He is delivered nothing but kindness and discipline in raising his three kids;Which is me..Abang Long and my sister.
Ah Xiong followed suit in this persuit of raising his three kids. We were thought not to drink alcohol, smoke and even lepak with naughty type until now (I'm 16 this year) and know lots of thing about how to connect with other peoples..Every Sunday morning, we were ask to jog from Tabuan Foochow until Kenyalang's market because he wants us to live in a healthy life even though he feel tired after working at the seafood restaurant from 5pm until 12am like that..
School days, this man would perfect our linguistics. He always want us to learn more English, Chinese,Bahasa Malaysia, Bahasa Sarawak and yet my mom side language,Bahasa Iban. Through him, I mastered all those language except Bahasa Iban because we seldom talk with this language and I used to communicate with my Iban's friends with English. Its really hard. I represented Sarawak go for St.John Ambulance competition at Johor and go for public speaking competition and many more.

He is made of Gold.

Sometimes, I really appreciate all the things he have done to us. The love that he gave us, don't think other can have it. I really love you!!Hobinya adalah menyanyi..Taklah menyanyi sampai tahap untuk pergi Hollywood for Ameican Idol..But he has the pass from his three kids, which is us!!We love the way he sing for us..Really can mendodoi us until Tidur~haha.
He even let me use my name to shake things up. All my friends use to call me 'Elephant 'or 'Sexy chia~'..He never expect anything for my kedudukan (Mean my results). All he wants from us is we must be his good child ever!!All of us must wake up around 6am..Kan orang dah cakap?'Bangun pagi~Gosok gigi~'..haha.
But today, I'm not Elephant or Sexy chia.

I'm Chia Chia.
I'm Lim Chia Chia.
My surname is Lim~Remember..

I'm proud.