Holy Crap!!!Add math!!

Tuesday~I hate this day so much!!Coz we got 2 period of additional math..Gosh!!!Hate it!!!
During this whole morning..I'm like using about one an hour of time to think about why is it Bibiana and Yih jing..Floris can scored very well in the exam..Hmm~Why is it like that??I just can't get it..Maybe I always spent more time in front of the computer than doing exercise for all the time..Or maybe I'm not enough concentrate on my studies..Keep on bla-ing in class..Holy crap!!Then..As usual,Take a bath..put on my school uniform..wear tie n tag (I'm a Prefect!!XD)..then,waiting for school bus to pick me up..
When reach the school, i just put down my bag n went up stair..go see Sally'em..hehe..she is Cute!!Love her!!Then I just talk with her about exam thing..about our result n so on..Wow~She got 29 for add math..She is a genius of coz!!N our new comer from Gapor school, Tan Hai Yee..P.S I don't know how to spell your name..Pai sei..haha..She got 7 marks for her add math..Wow~a genius like her can get 7 marks..then, what about me?1 mark?2 or 3?or maybe 0??OMG!!!I don't wanna be like this..Then, the 'Good Morning' teacher came out, Miss wong..Haha..what a nice new hair..haha..4 thumbs up for you, including my toe..haha..After that, we go 2 the hall and having an assembly..English month..Hmm~I love English, my favourite subject..After our principal giving a speech..n here we go!!The English month ceremony starts!!N our Kuching high Sweetheart, Russell n his partner come and performing some dance..quite adorable and sweet..But too bad, he terjatuh..Luckily he still can do it well..Well, sure all of you can see it..the stage is too small to dance..isn't it??
Then...SKIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP...................Till after recess time, Add math lesson..When pn.Wong came inside..the class was just like ....So quite..everybody is kinda scare..When she give out the test paper..my name is the first..Gosh!!5 marks??I was like shocked!!I never scored such a low mark like this..I jus can't face the truth!!!After that, I just quite for the whole day..During the last period, many people keep on asking me how is my result..HEY!!Is it necessary for you to ask??then, I just cried..I really can't accept it..Feel like wanna die n after that, sure nobody will ask me..
During the whole way from my class to my school bus there..I just quite like that, I don't even dare to face Pao..I'm shame of it..She is way too good from me..Don't think she is suitable to be my friend..Same as Jing..Elton them..They all smart..I'm stupid..Haih~sorry guys..If I suddenly don't talk with you guys..Please do understand me..kay?
When I'm in the school bus..I just quite like that..I just tell Audrey about my result..Only she will understand me..Then, that Nickleson keep on talking with me..same as Ah Loong..but sorry guys..I'm don't have mood for this..When I reach my home..They just keep on saying 'Bye~' to me..but I just dont dare to face'em..
My parents are home..Miss them..I wish that when I get my add math paper back..They will like hug me..I need them..they will keep on supporting me no matter how my result look like...I love you mom and dad..*Tears drop..After lunch n bathing..I just lying on the bed n sleep till now..I wanna forget it..But I can't..

Chemistry??I wish I could drop down 'U'..n Yay!!!our envinronment project masuk finalist!!!

C.H.E.M.I.S.T.R.Y~

Chemistry~I haven't finish learning..Damn it!!2day..In the school bus..Aunt just bring me..Adam and a lil'girl frm 'Yi Xiao'..feel so alone..I never been in this kind of situation before..I mean in the school bus..I miss Wan Er them..haih~
When come into the class..I just like alone..Where is all my friends hah??
1. Go into the class
2. Put down my bag
3. See people walking up and there
4. Take out my Chemistry'uck book
5. Do revision on my own..(Wish that I could die there)
Time does fly very fast..The class getting crowd..and my one and only Pao come lerh..haha..Well~as you know..Our Elephant club..don't n know why all of us just like 'cold~cold' like that..I wonder why is it will become like this..Now,our gang just left me n Pao..just wherever we go..now just left me n Pao..
During Chemistry'uck exam...I really don't know how to answer some of the question..I hate it so much..before exam..teacher just give us what will test in the exam..not teaching us 8 all..but just giving us tips..It may become a bad habits if keep on giving us tips..we can't learn to be more independent..Minute n minute~just pass like that..Finally,we hang in our test paper..Will F.A.I.L mahoh??
After that..we go 2 the Physic lab..got meeting up there (only me n Pao)..well~dah biasa..then my lovely Amanda..Adeline n Zhu Zhen come lerh..Hmm~
Then..the most hiao teacher comes out..Mr.XXX..haha..Well~Good news!!!Our project masuk finalist!!!!!!Hoo-ray!!!haha...you know why??coz only got 3 school go for this competition..haha..sia soi sia..nevermind!!!At least can masuk finalist..haha..After meeting..we go makan..1st time with adeline..amanda n Sy lee..haha..Quite fun dii..new friends!!!

We need to forget all the past..Let's bring the new life!!!and new friends..Goodbye Elephant club~And Haloo to my new life..Just bring the beatback!!!Wanna become more S.E.X.Y~haha..jkjk!!!

Why??Why u have to do like this?

Hmm~Why u have to do like this??
U had rampas all my belongings..especially the one I madly in love with..N all my lovely friends..
Now..many of you just left me alone..
While duty at the back gate..Canteen..Office..I never concentrate on my work..I just keep on thinking of all of you..can't wait to go back to the class there and share all my feeling..
When I am on my way to the class..I will just smile alone at outside there by seeing you people laugh..
But when I come and get close to you guys..Non of you look at me..noticing me..what you people do is just playing..laughing..eating with her only..Guyz~You know how I feel or not??I'm feeling hurt you know??So hurt..I wish someone can talk with me during that time..
When lesson is still on..you people will just talk together without calling me..When I come and get close with you guyz..U people will just....quite like that..Why??Is it something that you don't want to tell me??
Or secret that you people cant tell??If yes~please tell me..
Sometimes..when you people play with her..you seems like very enjoy like that..But,have you ever noticed that I'm right behind you all???sitting alone..laugh alone by seeing you people laugh at there..
Feel so alone..even though sometimes I sot sot like that..But actually..I'm feeling sad..
Girl..can you return back all my friends to me??I need them..I never hate you..just that..