Why??Why u have to do like this?

Hmm~Why u have to do like this??
U had rampas all my belongings..especially the one I madly in love with..N all my lovely friends..
Now..many of you just left me alone..
While duty at the back gate..Canteen..Office..I never concentrate on my work..I just keep on thinking of all of you..can't wait to go back to the class there and share all my feeling..
When I am on my way to the class..I will just smile alone at outside there by seeing you people laugh..
But when I come and get close to you guys..Non of you look at me..noticing me..what you people do is just playing..laughing..eating with her only..Guyz~You know how I feel or not??I'm feeling hurt you know??So hurt..I wish someone can talk with me during that time..
When lesson is still on..you people will just talk together without calling me..When I come and get close with you guyz..U people will just....quite like that..Why??Is it something that you don't want to tell me??
Or secret that you people cant tell??If yes~please tell me..
Sometimes..when you people play with her..you seems like very enjoy like that..But,have you ever noticed that I'm right behind you all???sitting alone..laugh alone by seeing you people laugh at there..
Feel so alone..even though sometimes I sot sot like that..But actually..I'm feeling sad..
Girl..can you return back all my friends to me??I need them..I never hate you..just that..